Months ago, i would never thought that this will happen. And now I think I am the weakest person I've known. This undying urge to settle down things is making my life upside down, been thinking every day and night. I have to learn to accept the fact that this is it, there is nothing I can do about it, hopeless. And I am really tired to mess things over and over again.
& I know that one day, I will be fine. With or without you.