You know I said I've been in love before. I have boyfriends that I told I loved them. But I never really knew what love is until I met Ikmal. I have never loved someone as much as I loved him, nor I have ever been so loved by a single person. We started dating on my first year in college until end of last year. And in those couple of years, I have never been more happy, loved and safe in my entire life. He taught me what it truly meant to love someone and how to be loved. Everyone knew when there was me, there would be him wherever it was. And we had that stupid love that you see on twitter and instagram. We had more love than most people feel in a lifetime. And I hope everyone gets to experience the kind of love I was able to have with him. Everyone deserves to feel that in their life. But as all wonderful things do, it came to an end. We started to see different things. We fought and argued and it just got the point where we were not happy anymore. But that didn't mean we still didn't love one another nor hating each other. We fought so hard and so long for the love we had, but in the end we both did what we knew was best for us. Ending things with him probably the hardest things I have ever had to do. I created so many wonderful memories with him and I can't thank him enough for the impact he put on my life. It has been over a year now. I still love him unconditionally and he will forever hold a special space in my heart. We still talk here and there but I wish nothing but the best for him. I miss the love and happiness that we shared and I do hope to find that again, one day.
