You know whats pathetic? Being there for people when they need you. But they arent there for you when you need a company. Well tonight im crying myself to sleep. My stupid emotions, fuck it. Sometimes I am scared to be happy because I know when I lose it, I'll feel empty. Nothing. So what should I do? Completely clueless. Those nights when you just feel sad and nothing can make you feel better. Im just sad.
& I hate getting attached. Depending on someone. People get tired and bored. I want this to last, oh Allah.
But i know it will be better tomorrow. I will be fine. Because you know, I am always okay.