Dear blog,
Life is full of surprises. Things that you never know will happen, just happened. Everything has be written by God and we can only live the fate and enjoy it while it lasts. Honestly, he is full of imperfections and I learned to accept all his flaws and that taught me what is the real love is.
"He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, cuses you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you."
- Bob Marley
Dear blog,
Months ago, i would never thought that this will happen. And now I think I am the weakest person I've known. This undying urge to settle down things is making my life upside down, been thinking every day and night. I have to learn to accept the fact that this is it, there is nothing I can do about it, hopeless. And I am really tired to mess things over and over again.
& I know that one day, I will be fine. With or without you.
Dear blog,
Finally I have the guts to write and finally Im letting it go, sincerely.
I still remember the first time we met, the first time we talked and even our first picture. I still remember every moment we spent, still fresh playing in my mind. It was wonderful but things didn't work out as I expected. No reason, this is life and what do we plan don't always happen. I don't have any anger inside me, or feeling hatred towards anyone because I know that Ive already done my best. Maybe it is not meant to be, what do I expect? We were so in love, everyone knows that. So much love in the beginning, but feelings fade and I don't put any blame on anyone. At least we have tried. I have lived without you before and I will learn to live without you again. Maybe if I hold a little longer, you would have change your mind but life is no fairytale. I can't lie that I could find happiness in you and that you really meant something in my life. I love you and that is why I am leaving because I know I cant make you happy and somebody will. Again, it is just another failed relationship.Thought I was ready, but maybe I am not. You will always be in my prayer, wishing you the best. Maybe we are two people who were meant to fall in love, but never meant to be together. From the very bottom of my heart, I love you and Im letting you go.
