Second

Hi,
Happy 2nd month.
I miss you.

Where are you when I needed you?
I wish I care a little less.
Or I wish I don't care at all.

I want to be happy again.
I want to feel loved.

What if things don't get better?
And I actually am losing my feelings.
Tired of feeding your ego.
Scary isn't it.

Not a second you aren't in my mind.
But you?
Do you miss me?
Or do you even think about me?
That's the question that has been running through my mind.

I'm still holding on
Because I know you're worth it
I still believe in you
And I know the moment I said yes to you
2 months ago
There was a reason why
Because I loved you
Still am in love with you
& you are the other part of me.

I will just keep praying
For the best.