Sunday, April 28, 2013
She's broken, he's okay
I want to travel all around the world. I want to explore the beauty of other places. Maybe something like "Eat, Pray & Love"? I want to go to Paris and climb the Eiffel Tower. I want to go to Venice and ride the Gandola with my sweetheart. I want to go to Las Vegas and party like there is tomorrow. I am too young to think about the reality. I live to dream and yes, I dream a lot. I just want to have fun and without having to bother what others think about me. I wish life is that easy.
I feel so insecure with everything. How come she can be so perfect without her make-up? How come she can get such a handsome & loyal boyfriend? How come she can live in such a luxury place? How come everyone does love her? How come she can be so perfect? Life is so unfair sometimes. I wish I am better person but I guess, I'm getting worst. I keep making mistakes that I know I shouldn't. I feel so pathetic and empty. You know that feeling when you have everything to be happy about, but when you think of that one moment....you can never smile again.
"I thought I am over you,but you are still the first person that comes to my mind when I wake up"