Sunday, April 28, 2013

She's broken, he's okay

Dear blog,
I want to travel all around the world. I want to explore the beauty of other places. Maybe something like "Eat, Pray & Love"? I want to go to Paris and climb the Eiffel Tower. I want to go to Venice and ride the Gandola with my sweetheart. I want to go to Las Vegas and party like there is tomorrow. I am too young to think about the reality. I live to dream and yes, I dream a lot. I just want to have fun and without having to bother what others think about me. I wish life is that easy.

I feel so insecure with everything. How come she can be so perfect without her make-up? How come she can get such a handsome & loyal boyfriend? How come she can live in such a luxury place? How come everyone does love her? How come she can be so perfect? Life is so unfair sometimes. I wish I am better person but I guess, I'm getting worst. I keep making mistakes that I know I shouldn't. I feel so pathetic and empty. You know that feeling when you have everything to be happy about, but when you think of that one can never smile again.

"I thought I am over you,but you are still the first person that comes to my mind when I wake up"

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